Some days it is more difficult to come up with my three positive thoughts. I had appointment with the psych doc yesterday that went really well. He likes the idea of this project. Yet, he still had complaints about the way I phrase my explanations. Maybe, it’s actually that he doesn’t like the actual explaining. He has pointed out that I say in 20 words what I can say in 3. Actually, most I can say in one – yes or no. I always feel the need to explain an answer, to delve into my thought processes. He is trying to get me to see that this is generally unnecessary.

Making me happy today: Finalized flowers for wedding with my aunt. Very exciting (I know, only exciting for me). She agreed with everything I had envisioned, I get my hydrangeas and Calla Lilies. Yay!! Nine days until the wedding and it has become sort of free floating. All planning is now done, there is really nothing left for me to do. What is going to happen will happen. Then real life begins as does the adventure.

I won $125 on scratchers yesterday! I was able to have some beauty treatments done (I’ll leave what I had done to your imagination) with my favorite hair/face/leg girl Rachell. It was great, gossip and wax (whoops wasn’t going to go into it). We talked about my “trash the dress” pictures I’m going to do after I get back from the honeymoon. I was going to do the pictures at the beach in my wedding dress while playing with my nephew and my mom’s Labradoodle. Then I saw the picture of the woman in her dress underwater! I sooo want to do this. But, I don’t know anyone with an underwater camera. Does anyone know if they make disposable cameras that are waterproof? Or do you have tips for this kind of photography?

Final tidbit of positivity: Love watching Millie the dog curled up in her princess bed. She turns 10 in August and two of her teeth have fallen out. Sad that she’s getting old, yet John assures me that she will live to 20. We can hope, can’t we?

What are your positive thoughts at the moment?

PS: Just got this and it really made me happy - The Electric Company